~ Emo and RaiNNY Day~

today i wake up vy early, gastric whole nite and cnt sleep well.. =(
it such an aweful day from yesterday till now.. sigh.. =( haiz.. thr is again something happen... rili causing me always emo and feel vy vy dissapointed on a frenz.. he/she seem duno what is "respect" mean to a friendship? izzit thr is rili no trust or privacy of a friend toward a friend?

I wondering will a friend 4ward ur msg to another friend and laugh behind u together? "shoot" u or teasing u? even let another friend represent u and shoot u? izzit jz like a boom fall frm sky? haha.. the most will make u angry is nt the ppl come "make" u but is the trust and believe between a friend and a friend..it make me vy vy vy disspointed on him/her. Of coz, when u trust a friend? u will neva have any "self-defense" dy but... thr is styill one type of ppl who duno what is "respect" mean.. b frank, no1 will not angry or fed up about this ba? except u neva experienece it.. i suden feel that it jz like betraying.

sometimes i been think.. friend shud be ok to sharing and helping each other when need but..thr is still some ppl who may jz wanna "use" or gt advantages jz come to u.. haha.. izzit? the pure and true freidnship so hard to build? be frank, i neva meet such WORSE friend or ppl in my life and this is my 1st time.. haha..

Of Coz thr is still gt many Pure and True Bez Friend around me now.. and i promise i will appreciate them till the end of my life.. and rilli thank 4 some friend who rilli cheer me up when i down, make me happy when i cry and even "cure" my pain when i mid it.. rili rili thx.. ^^
Love u all.. =)